Relearn Love

Dearest Paisley,

Today I got to spend time with both your mommy and Sawyer. We got the opportunity to visit you and it was very special. You are looking more comfortable but there are still many questions in the air about your breathing, heart, and many other things.

Driving back to Santa Cruz I listened to a song non stop that has got me through this. I pretty much cried the entire way home but it was a cry of both joy and love. The lyrics are incredibly profound and give me a lot of understanding about your situation.

Hold my heart, don't let it break like fear Sometimes a moment feels like a thousand years God only knows why love is drenched in tears Maybe that's what makes it love Maybe that's what makes it love I can hear it now, the everlasting sound Roaring like a lion deep within me I won't hold it long, I wasn't made that strong Sweet surrender, hold my heart and not let go I'm letting go And Heaven knows I love you so

Thank you for continuing to teach me about love and trusting in God. I was just thinking a few weeks ago while listening to a song that mentioned relearning love; I thought to myself that I need to relearn love and prayed to be b able to love deeper and in a more meaningful way. You have been an answer to my prayers. Thank you so much for this. I love you beautiful little angel.