Proud Father to our little Saint

I think back to Fathers Day last year ( 2 years now) and remember it being such a trying and difficult time as a Father as I watched my beautiful little Paisley in such discomfort and pain. You were just weeks old but you had already transformed my life.

I wonder if I am selfish, wanting so badly to have last year's Father's day back? I would do anything to be able to see you and kiss you but at the same time I know you lived your life perfectly and you are home now, no longer suffering. You lived your mission perfectly. I pray that I (our family) has the courage to do the the same (undoubtedly without the perfection you had).

Nearly (one year) Six Months after your passing I want you to know that there is not a day that goes by without thinking of you. Not a day goes by without asking myself whether I am keeping my promise to you; that I would honor your life every day for the rest of my life.

You have taught me so much, my amazing little fighter. You have redefined everything that both heaven and earth mean to me. In your short but perfect life, you have shown me a lifetime worth of lessons and grace.

I hope you know that you are the strength that fuels this family. I hope know you know that when we are thinking about you, it is our favorite time of the day.I hope you know that we are still learning from the lessons that you have taught us. I hope you know that we pray to have the strength and courage that you had. I hope you know that when we see Sawyer ( and Kiplan) smile that we see yours as well. You are with us when we are happy and you carry us when we are sad.

Thank you Paisley, for being my little Saint. Thank you for saving your papa's life and soul. Please pray for me that I have the strength and courage to live a life that honors you and your message.

I'm so Blessed this Father's Day to be the father of a saint. I could not be more proud of my little Paisley Grace. The toughest fighter I've ever met.

As many fathers today are getting praises for the lessons they have taught, please know that I am thankful for everything that you have taught me.

I love you Paisley Grace. Even more every day.